Dark again.

It would be so easy to let go, I don't care anymore, call me selfish.. to care.. there has to be more to life than what I live now, there has to be.. but the questions is, will I still be here to live it, in a week, a month, a year or a single minute? Is it worth it to still hang around this place called Earth? In the end we will all meet again in the same place, somewhere less painfull.. way up high in the light blue sky. Will I wait for you there or will you?
No one comes to sweep me off my feet and save me, no one comes to hug me all of the sudden, without a reason..they all blame life.