Gosh, I can't believe I am turning 24 today. Every year I go back to my old posts and I feel so happy for starting this blog, even if recently I posted more rare. Starting this was one of the best things I ever did and it makes me happy to have here pieces of me, some are from good days I had and some are from the worst ones. I am happy to say that as years go by I feel like I am closely becoming who I wanted to be as an adult. I want to do so many things in the future and be happy and live life to the fullest, because life's way too short, you have no idea. I ran across some old pictures with my grandma and sometimes I can't believe how fast time goes, it's been 3 and a half years since she passed away, where in the world did time go? On the 20th it was supposed to be my dog's birthday, it was the first one since he passed away, he died back in October. I wish I could bottle up all my pretty memories to keep them safe from that thing called forgetfulness. I wish to be able to keep everything as alive as they were when they were made, to have that good feeling that's were I am supposed to be. Everything changes around us and we change around everything, always on the move, and never realizing that what we really need is love from our family. We forget to sometimes stop and capture someone and framing that imagine into our memory. Today it rained, and so will tomorrow, but instead of thinking what an ugly birthday I will have, what I am thinking is, no matter what the weather will be, or how many people will remember my birthday, I know that every year I share a special moment only with myself, when I tell myself that I've gotten older, wiser, I recap the events of the year and say hello to the older me.
I will never understand the world I am living in, and the world will never understand me.
I will never understand the world I am living in, and the world will never understand me.
