Books

             I love to read. It's like I am in a completely different world, where I can feel what the characters are feeling and I am caught in the story. It's an amazing feeling to breath at the same pace as a character. To be able to feel every emotion and every beat of the story. When I am reading a good book I can't let leave it to take a break. I want to find out what the next page says and I can't even feel how the time passes. I feel like the book drags me inside and sometimes I can be the one who predicts what will happen next. 

Empty spaces

                Have you ever felt as if you need to be alone with your thoughts? I felt this so many times. But I feel like I have small pieces of thoughts that I can't connect to each other. I always worry for everyone else, but me. I am a listener, but almost no one listens to me. Maybe that's why I started to write this blog, because I could write anything and everything I wanted without someone telling me to stop. It feels good to know that even if I don't have someone who would listen to me, I do have something where I can write my thoughts and my fears. I know all these lines may seem as if they have no sense, but it makes sense to me, and it would make sense to you if you would know who I am.

Still holding strong

            How can time pass so fast? Did I do something today worth to mention? I don't think I did. But I want to think that everyday I influence people in a good way. Even if there is something I say that makes someone feel better.  These kind of small things can influence someone's life in the future. Because a simple gesture, a smile or a look, can change so many things. I always think at the past and I am glad that in the last year I realized so many things, even if this had a cost. But I do feel now that because of the pain I felt I was able to open my eyes and see the world in a better light. I miss you grandma...      

Do you know what I am saying?

               Help people who need your support. Who knows? Maybe you will learn something new. And when you will finish you will feel tired, but you'll know you have contributed to something. Even if the piece you are recognized for is smaller than the one you worked for. That doesn't really matter. What really matters is the fact that you got involved in something and that maybe you met new people and saw new places. This life is so short, if  we would only realize where we are heading. We are surrounded by people and we have to live with them. So why not try to make these days happier for someone else. We don't have to take big steps everyday to make us better people, what we really need is those baby steps that each day will take us somewhere new.

Hi again

             A while ago I realized that everything happens for a reason. People come into your life for you to learn something from them. Because you need them or because they need you. Destiny might be involved, but no matter what their reason for being there is, you need to learn to appreciate their friendship. I sometimes feel I need to be alone and think about some of my unanswered questions, but I know I will always have someone to talk to. Even if it's a person or a blank Word document. I know I will have where to write or talk about my thoughts, even if most of the time I talk about random things, and not important things.