I feel so confused right now. I thought our relationship was opened and we could talk about anything, but when he told me today that he has a problem and that's his problem and he doesn't want to tell me about it, it felt like I fell from a high building and hit the ground really hard. What kind of relationship is that when you can't even tell me what your problems are? Isn't this supposed to be for better and for worse? Even if this isn't a marriage. It's hard enough for us to be so far away from each other. I feel like he shut a door in my face. It hurts so bad. And this happens after almost 2 weeks of absence from him. So he is missing for 2 weeks and then he comes online and starts a conversation where he tells me he has a problem and he doens't want to talk about it. Why in the world did he even log in in the first place? I missed him like hell in these past weeks and then he does that. They say women are complicated, but men are even worse than we are. At least we try to communicate one way or another, but they want us to actually guess what their problems are. Really? Last time I checked I wasn't a medium. I feel so mad and sad right now, I want to be here for him but he doesn't want me to. Why does life has to be so complicated?
