Getting better with age

       I realised how important this blog is for me. Nowadays people don't really write in their typical journals anymore, it's so much easier to just write at your laptop. Thoughts just flow and you can always look back at what your person did in the past. We change every second, we transform into new people, better I hope, we grow up and we have to act like adults. But the past shows us how stupid we acted sometimes or what mistakes we made. It's important to write that down sometimes and learn from our mistakes. We are all wisemen in the inside, or at least in theory, but maybe the future us will understand what the present us is saying. It's time to grow up and leave our inner children behind for the moment, because society is asking us to, we forget how to be young, because our problems take over our life, we are too focused to earn our money instead of losing our time playing childish games, but wouldn't it be cool if we were able to do what we love and also earn money from it? I wish I could find something that I am really good at and do it without fear. 

When do all our dreams die?

Oh God, when I was little I had so many dreams, I thought everything was possible until the reality hit me. And that reality was growing up. 
 I guess our dreams die when we decide we won't make the sacrifices that it takes to get to the peak. When we let our fears rule our life, fear of what other people think, fear of the unknown, fear to speak our minds.  But isn't the unknown what makes us grow and learn, isn't that what makes the journey all worthed? We are too afraid of change, but life changes wheather you want that or not, it's part of the world. A tree grows and becomes bigger as times passes, and eventually dies, but did that tree, during his life left any seeds behind? Today dies tonight. Did today left something worth mentioned for you? I hope you did something to make the world a better place, or something that makes your life better, we are all superheroes, at a bigger or smaller scale, but we are all someone's superhero,or at least we fool ourselves to have something that keeps us going. 
So returning to the main topic, we find excuses not to make ourselves happy, we blame others for our mistakes, most of the times, when we really shouldn't care what others think, or if we fall, we shouldn't think about it for a whole day unless the injuries are serious. 

Running is not an option

       You think it would be easy to just leave and let everything behind, don't you? But it's not, the problems will still be there when you will be back you just delay solving them and who knows maybe when you return they will be even more complicated than they already are. We all think like this, or at least most of us, "I just want to run away from everything", I don't say a break is bad, but leaving things unsolved is. I guess in this life we need to face our fears to become stronger, to grow, not for others, but for us. I mean I think we all have someone that wants to tell us how to live our lives, to their expectations, but we have a brain of our own and dreams of our own, ours, not theirs, only fear makes us hold back and not chase them. We have one life to live, only one. I have one. You have one. What you choose to do with it it only concerns you, it's yours to waste and it's yours to grow it. It's maybe one of the few things that you really own, it's your choice if you go left or right, if you step into a mud puddle or if you jump over it, and if you do fall into a mud puddle how you get out of there and who knows, maybe mud is good for you? Don't blame someone else for you being there. 
       I wish I had the courage to dare God to make me happy, because they say that if you don't ask for things you won't ever receive them. Aren't we all supposed to be happy? We just have to find the right path that takes us there. There's a saying that states that if you don't know where to go, no matter what road you choose, it will take you there. 
       Every day that passes is gone, there's no turning back to change what happened, it's part of the past, it made us older and maybe wiser, or maybe not.. it all depends on the choices we made. 
       Never lose your dreams and remember to think with your heart more, they say that when we have to make a decision, the first thought that comes into our mind is the right one, because if you take longer time to think fear kicks in and all your courage vanishes..