Remembering

              I've opened my heart for so many times in the last year. But it was never in front of a person . It was always in front of my laptop. Even if it was an empty white box where I could write or just a Word document, I wrote and wrote and I tried to get all of the pain out of my head and heart. I still remember those helpless days and how confused I was,  so angry on how things were.  And I noticed that writing helped me to deal with all those emotions I felt in the past.

Happy birthday to me !

         Today I turned 21. I honestly can't believe it. I already knew the time goes fast, but only when a birthday comes I can truly feel that I am getting older. I can't help myself thinking of how my last birthday was. And a lot has changed since then. Everything changed since 2011. I grew as a person and I learned so many things about myself.  Even if  a year has passed, I live without an important person present in my life, I can always remember the wonderful memories I made with that person. So today was my birthday and still is until midnight, when another person will celebrate his/her birth.
         I enjoy giving back more than receiving something, so on my birthday I feel somewhat uncomfortable. I don't really enjoy being the center of attention, not even if it is only a day a year. I wonder what next year's birthday will bring and how much different from who I am today, I will be then. 

Hi stranger.

I know you are just another stranger reading these lines. You had a boring day and you started to browse the Internet, wasting your time and by "coincidence" you found this short post. You are not going to find nothing interesting here, only my random thoughts about how I see my life and the world. After you finish reading this you will continue to search an occupation and continue to waste your time, but only listen to one thing and remember that life is so short and fragile, and you are wasting it. Maybe you are a popular person or a loner, you had a tough life or a spoiled life. I don't know. What I do know is that by "a strange coincidence" you ended up here and you are reading what I wrote. You might get inspired by some of my posts or you might find them random, but I hope you will find a part of who I am in them.