Lately I thought how I would love to leave everything behind and just leave.But how? How could I just leave everything that I have here and go somewhere else to try to do something with my life? I can't. I know there are many people who never went to college and they have a successful career, but no one guarantees that I will be one of them. And it would be so hard for me to go somewhere else and try to work, because all my life I have been with my family, I have seen them every single day, and I would miss them so much if I leave.
Someone told me to stop wishing and fight to have it. But, I am a dreamer without dreams. I am afraid of failure so it's easier for me to "wish". Things don't happen by themselves, and if they do, there is a good reason behind them. But everything happens for a reason, don't it? So I am trusting God and I believe that my fears have a reason, and in the end I will be happy.
