I am so over you

I am always the girl that laughs at your jokes, even if the joke was meant for someone else to laugh, but you don’t  notice me. I never sit in the front, I always choose to sit in the back. I am good at blending with other people, because I am not used to stand out. You’ll never see me or hear me, unless you pay attention at what happens around you. We will never be together because I don’t have the courage to take the first step. I will maybe get older alone and without any friends. One day you will see me on the street and you’ll think that you know me, but you won’t figure it out from where. I will forget that I loved you and I will go on with my life. But you’ll never stop thinking of me, the girl you once saw on the street. You will struggle to find out who I was without any luck. You’ll finally remember, but the sad part will be that I already fallen in love with someone else, and you won’t have a chance with me. You’ll think what a dumb you were for not paying attention in the right moment, because things would have been different. When you’ll realize who I am you will picture me as being that nerdy girl that used to laugh at your jokes, I was the girl that smiled when you looked at her and you will remember that you always thought I was weird and you used to laugh at me. Those are the things I will never forget, how sad you made me feel everytime you did that, but I loved you anyways. I bloomed after I finished high-school, I am now a beautiful rose and I will never fade for any men from now on, because I learned my lesson, you taught me that, remember?

                                                                                  Life is love.