Difficult times # 1

             I am keeping my promise and I will publish a paragraph with what I wrote at the beginning of July 2011:"The past weeks of my life were very hard to live, I thought about things at a very high spiritual level, I thought about death and life. The past weeks were eye-opening for me. I realized that life is very fragile and short, memories are meant to live forever and a bad thing never comes alone. There were days when I did not know what’s coming, I thought the next day will be the end, but it wasn’t. I am a young woman and I still don’t have the experience other have. There are so many things I would like to do, but I was born in a family with not so much money, I always knew what we could afford and I looked at others that have more possibilities and I wondered why I didn’t. I believe someone said once we make our own destiny and we control our future, but there are things that we can’t control. Maybe I need to see the full part of a glass and not the empty part, but disappointment is the thing I expect. I don’t want to be happy about something knowing that in the next moment I will feel sorry and sad, because something bad always happens."


                                                                                            Life is love.